i'm devin despite. if you really want to hear about it, the first thing you'll probably want to know is where i was born, and what my lousy childhood was like, and how my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that david copperfield kind of crap, but i dont feel like going into it, if you want to know the truth.

living, healing. mohawks, piercings, moshing, dancing, music, movies. eyeliner, mascara. kurt cobain, john lennon. modeling, rebelling. drawing, reminiscing. celebrities, secrets, trust, dying my hair, thinking, writing, listening, singing, screaming, Hot Topic, Anchor Blue, Delias, Jessica Louise, sushi, darkness, paleness, guyliner, manscara, boys with girls names, shows, photos with rockstars, monsters, zombies, aliens, space, time, cussing, arguing, running mascara, laughter, clothing, spray paint, the scent of rain, to be continued's, salty tears, runny noses, finger-holds, flexibilty, hoodies, accents, languages, picks, numbers, cooking, heat, movement, reality, abuse, ripped clothing, attention, wandering hands, smears, texting, shivering, pulling hair, sunny naps, chords, nicknames, dreams.

30 seconds to mars, the used, porcelain and the tramps, hollywood undead, cobra starship, shiny toy guns, paramore, dir en grey, aiden, flyleaf, marilyn manson, rob zombie, pink floyd, my chemical romance, nine inch nails, saosin, misfits, cute is what we aim for, the bravery, the who, rush, jeffree star, young love, aerodrone, the medic droid, sigur ros, sunny day real estate